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2004-09-06T19:03:00.000-07:00

On thursday, we finally got back our geog test paper. So happy! I topped e class for it! hehe.. Joel so pooe thing, he hoped to get at leas top for sumthing this term but he did not... ohohoh i got full marks for my triller ramp. Hmm... got another project to make a book for kiddies. doing with the same group of triller ramp... hope we get the same results ...
Sat was open house. I got 4 CCA's so i like to go to 4 places at once :P Debating i din go, Red Cross was demo'ing' CPR .. hmm.. the sec 1s were so cute. some as short as Alvin. Hmm... got girls there too... funny. Anyway, library was fun. I tried and tried but Tze's record of 12 tours still stood. I was at 10. Golf? Nothing much. just whacking a few balls let the p6 students go. oh... and i saw a father bringing a p3 boy... dunno lar.. kept on following me around then ask me to tell his son some inspiring things to work harder?? Weird... Funny thing was i saw Mr. Choe there... wonder y he was there?
Hmm... Today went for PT course... quite fun but erm ... we got screwed by e seniors anyway.. so sad.. but look on the bright side although death is uopn me inside...
Tomorrow got Piano exam... gotta go practice ... hope to get a distinction to show somebody (noone in particular :D) mz and bert should know hu ??

2004-08-31T02:55:00.000-07:00

Today was teacher's day. Forgot to bring all my presents! nvm, bring on thurs. anyway. morning, we played badminton with teachers. cheng fang was super pro. hmm.... Then was the formal celebrations Theme was royal teacher's day. Nothing much to say though, just that selvan surprised us with her funky dance. All of us were laughing... I wonder why...
Later, Eugene and I went back to nanyang. Saw all my old friends. Everybody changed so much lorz... Well, han lin broke his voice, yee juinn much taller, shi min... still the same i guess... Met Mdm Ho, Mdm Lai and Miss Tan... Everybody said i changed... dotz..
Then later we went to cine, wanted to go bowling but it was closed. Then there was an argument about what we should do... In the end we split into 2 groups ... hanlin, pong, heather, shi min and I went to Lido to watch twins effect 2... show was funny,i din really like the story line though. hmph... i treated the girls (and Hanlin) to drinks and stuff... so broke now ...
Haha... i feel so happy now... dunno y ...

2004-08-28T22:06:00.000-07:00

Heyy people. I got into Raffles Debators !! So happy, feel like i am on the top of the world.. but haiz... i got 4 cca now ... die

2004-08-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

so happy. my re group got into the RESE SEMI-FINALS! at least all our hardwork paid off. haha... grp 88 must be damn pissed now... anyways. it all happened during english lesson. all of us were doing our work quietly and quah was playing com. one of us walked up to her to ask a question and then he saw she was looking at the semi-finalists for thingy. he screamed and then everyone rushed forward. our class is super cool lor. out of the 12 groups getting in, our class got 4 already, practically manopolizing the entire thing ;D... we r just too pro. hmm... but i think most of the project i do one, so yupps... eh jamie, joel, woon and jian hao... u all owe me a belenjah ah... or else..

2004-08-26T19:30:00.000-07:00

hi people...
hmm... nothing much to say, but its like our class got epidemic like that. on tuesday, 13 people got sick at one go. damn pro. the class was like practically empty and every teacher could not be bothered to teach with so many people absent. 2 teachers got sick too and well, 2 free periods. Wednesday, so sad.. i got sick myself. I got all the symptoms the rest had, cough fever and sore throat. But i still had to slog and finish my own school work... hmm ...
Back to today. Today was really uneventful. Haha... discovered a new game in class! it's a sick game started by this sick guy. He took off his socks and started to slap people on their face! how *yucks* is that .. puke puke. Anyway, today, i was a pacer for Pak tung. ran 2.4 with him and he actually passed, by 81 miliseconds -_-"... how pro can i be ? But i had to belanjah him to pizza after that ... After school, went to eat swensons with Tze and Zaw... treated them both.. arghh, i going to be broke liao! haha... then they went to eat takopachi... ask them for one they also dun give.. so stingy... today, started my first library duty. so fun, should have joinged earlier... can read all the books in the library while on duty... new mission: read all the chi and eng lit. in the library b4 sec 4:D Joshua... i hope i can beat u :D

2004-08-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

I dun exactly feel like blogging, buy i feel i have got a duty to fulfill... oh wellz..
Thursday, went to YTZ house after his RE presentation. Did Physics thriller ramp till about 11.30 in the night? Haha... but it was worth it. we were the only group in the entire school hu actually bother to prepare for the experiment and we got full marks for the entire project! :D Dunno how many physics teacher saw it (Huang, Otto, Leong, even Cheryl)... and it is kept as a model :D haha... so happy.. But then got food poisoning.... arghh.. vomitted everything out. think it was tze mom's salmon? Haha... Friday could not go to school, was puking all over the place *yucks* But Physics test got back liao :D got 18/20... not bad :D
Sat, missed home visit.. so sad. prepared a skit and a magic trick but got no chance to perform :'( went for FD training later. Went through parade procedure.. arghh... hope i was picked to be parade commander ot parade 2 i.c... but got stick orderlies. Coming to the end... then change... so sad... then i screwd up the marchpast command. accidently added 'dalam masok cepat'... so careless... then i forgot to bring RE report for the teacher, prob. get screwd on Monday...
Sun, went for chi and maths tuition and dunno why whole day feel so lethargic like that... muz be the medicine.. Anyway, just finished my history assessment and doing RE now.. improving on the final report. Then still gotta mug for Chinese test tomorrow ... haiz ... but looking on the bright side... this chinese test would be the last test of the term :D yay ..

2004-08-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

Today was RE presentation :o... We were quite prepared, though we comparatively and evidently lost to the all powerful grp 88. Their report was amazing and their presentation almost flawless... Arghh... We started off with a wrong topic from the start anyway. Suppose to do environment one then changed to shoes... But our report was more concise and better formatted than theirs !! so we more or less equal... But the presentation, not sure what we got, tried to peek at judge's marks, but haha...
ROnald Susilo played Thailand today, dunno what is his name lar. Lost 10-15, 15-1. He was evidently not on top form today lor. Haiz... nvm, Hope Li Jia Wei will win at least a gold... waiting for 44 years.
Tomorrow got Geog test, on dunno what agriculture... Haiz...

2004-08-16T16:24:00.000-07:00

Today was the NE lunch talk. Hmm... nothing much to say except that the speaker was a bit boring and his voice was monotonous. I think all of us were looking towards the free lunch that's all. Well, the speaker discussed on sumthin about national security blah blah... Haha... But then came the Q&A session. Basically noone went up and if we did not rpolong time.. we would have our maths quiz. So... I went up and asked the speaker, If Malaysia were to cut off Singapore's water supply, what would SAF do? THe speaker was a bit stunned and then he said that my question was a very good question and it was used in testing military personnel during dunno what test la. Then he explained that if they did, according to dunno what international court justice or sumthin like that, If Malaysia did that and threatened our exisence, we could retaliate in self-defense and not get booed or something.I was egging him on to say that we would invade Malaysia. Yet, he did not. It was the only logical thing to do rite. Then he said we could buy water from Indonesia. Then I thought, like if they cut today... how fast can we arrange for water to come to Singapore?? Lame... Anyway.. After that, I was teasing Pak Tung (malaysian from our class) that it was an open secret Singapore would invade Malaysia soon enough. The SAF would invade until somewhere near Kota Tinggi and then stop. What can Malaysia do about it?? Singapore has the most powerful air force and navy in SFA... Malaysia... Watch out... =P And one more thing.. did you know that in war.. Singapore would straight away have 8 airbases to take off from?? Excluding Changi, tengah, seletar and paya lebar, the speaker said that we would be able to convert some roads into runways. You know the long stretch of straight road from linking Changi airport to PIE.. Yupp... that would be converted into a runway in times of emergency. 8 runways in 51 square kilometres... :P
Arghh... could not go fro golf today. I bluffed my auntie into bringing my golf clubs so i can go play... but my mom told her b4 she came that i had a back sprain and cannot play =( Arghh... so sad... promised the sec 1 Andy would play with him today.. arghh...

2004-08-14T20:21:00.000-07:00

Footdrill rox man...
I dunno what cam over me but for the entire training today, I was like only looking forward to footdrill. It was like the 3 hours leading up to footdrill time was torture lor. Cannot stand it. Arghh...
Today, I was almost late for training. I reached school at like what... 7:59? They were starting compliments already and I like suddenly came in. Arghh... got to wake up earlier. Anywayz... PT was super fun today. We had circuits first then we had something like a sprinting competition. I was 2nd Yay!! First 600m I was leading... Then SI en overtook me. I was like 2 seconds away from him ?? Arghh... Real sad... got to train more. Then later we saw the FA com team in action. They really trained a lot and i hope the win (like duh). Then finally, it was footdrill. Did very little things. I was like... ?What, that's all? We did 3 memeras, practiced beloking, barang, salute. It was over so fast!! Then we revised E.A.P at the end. Then one of our year mates forgot how to do CPR and our seniors were like testing us. So because of him, there was no rec!! How sad. 4 months in a row liao no rec!! Unlike a CCA in RI which I know plays 2 hours of soccer every training. BB u rox!! Anyway, was planning to go to J8 to eat after that before somemore fD course.. but got no time. TOday, we learnt more slow marching commands. My commanding sucked today. got sore throat now...
Came back home and had Piano lesson. Arghh!! My teacher just told me my exam is like Sept. 7 and my scales and pieces are not up to standard.. Can play but like the timing and speed all screwed up man.. Must practice harder... And Eugene.. I am still waiting to know..

2004-08-12T21:18:00.000-07:00

Okae... I am sorry.
Really really sorry... and I mean it.
I am sorry to the many people who i have hurt and criticized. I am sorry to Shu Han for criticizi ng you. I was just a crest fallen when Christopher told me about the sms that u sent him. I did not know that he had exagerrated the entire sms. I know i should have confirmed this and not shot my mouth off and to attack you indirectly. I know that it was my fault that i had lied to you and the whole world about you toying my feelings. I realised that it was entirely my fault that i had caused this entire ordeal. I am deeply sorry Shu Han. I had mistaken you. I tarnished your reputation. I am so very deeply sorry. You are not a hypocrite. You are a nice person> I am sorry that I had overreacted. I know i should have controlled myself and not treat you in such a manner. it was entirely my fault and all that you said was right. I did not think about your feelings and i had misintepreted all the things that you had said to me. I am truly sorry that i had made your life hell and I am sorry that i had treated all your friendly comforts in a harsh manner. I had no right to tell you off because you did not like me. I had no right to insult you in any manner. Shu Han, I am really truly deeply sorry for all the trouble and hell that I have caused you.
To all the friends of Shu Han:
Yes, I know I am selfish, an idiot and a hypocrite myself. It was not fair to Shu Han when I had devestated her with my entry. Yes. Everything I said was selfish and yes I was trying to launch a personal attack on Shu Han. Yes I made myself seem like the victim here. I made Shu Han look bad and that she had caused the entire thing when she was ENTIRELY INNOCENT. She did not do anything wrong and I had no right in insulting her in anyway/ I was very selfish indeed. I had thought of myself and only myself and noone else. Yes. I admit the scenario was suppose to target people and to make them feel sorry. I have realised my mistake now and that I had no right in making others feel sorry for me. I had overreacted to this small issue and I am truly sorry about it. Yes. I was a hypocrite in trying to cover up all my tracks with lies and deceptions. Yes, I had lied about all that had happened. Yes, deep down inside, I am black and filthy and had no thought about others feelings. I had no sincerity in what i did and I apologize for that. Yes, I admit that I had assumed too many things. Yes, I am a dispicable blind idiot. Yes, I am ego. It is true what you all said to me. I am truly sorry for all that I had caused and for causing hurt to Shu Han's feelings. I am truly, deeply and sincerely sorry.
After 4 hours of deep thinking, I realised that there was no use in trying to make others feel sorry for me. It was not their fault that i ended up like that. I had overreacted in all that had happened. I realised that it was not worth criticizing others. I know you all think that I did take a rather long time to repent and realise my mistakes. Yet, I hope that you all understand and forgive me. It is ok if you don't, i understand it. The hurt that I have caused is too deep. I am truly sorry and apologize for all the unrest that I have caused. I know you all think I am a hypocrite, an egoistic, insensitive, blind, dispicable, filthy coward. I have come to realise all that I am worth and am really truly sorry.
I hope that I would not make any more enemies out of anymore people. I have caused enough damage and it was entirely my fault. I am sorry to Shu Han and all her friends for lying and causing all the emotional hurt.
I apologize to you all. I am extremly truly and sincerely sorry. I have wronged too many people this time. I hope that... I hope that you can all forgive me.

2004-04-13T03:13:00.000-07:00

Hi guys..
Just testing out this blog thingy, see all of you got i cannot lose out right... Well, i tried diaryland and everything was a disaster, then i was encouraged by all of you and decided to try this out... Hope it works out well ... Well... gtg bb

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